From a far, she looks like a strong woman. But Amina Mohammed is traumatised. She is disturbed and she goes numb time to time.<\/p>\n
She has gone through what no mother should ever endure. Hell on earth. If only she had lost her child to an ordinary death, she would have learnt how to cope with the loss. To her, it was like losing a child twice.Amina\u2019s eyes cloud with tears as memories of her 14-year-old son flood back. Abdalla Salim, her second born, left for Somalia in 2011.She recalls that Sunday in January 2011 vividly. Schools were opening the following day and her son was supposed to join class 8. Then he just vanished.<\/p>\n
\u201cIn the evening, he did not come back, so I started looking for him in the Majengo area of Nairobi where we live. He was nowhere. I tried again the next day and the whole week with no luck. I reported to various police stations and called everyone I know, but my efforts bore no fruits,\u201d she mourns. Her patience ran out. She was an emotional wreck as her world crumbled. That is when her eldest son, Ali Salim, 17, took over the search.<\/p>\n
\u201cAli found out that his brother was taken to Somalia by people well known in the area. It was shocking news to us and my son vowed to find the people responsible.\u2019\u2019Talking in pauses, Amina says her son was among others from Majengo who had been lured and entrapped to be used as errand boys in Somalia, where the Al Shaaab\u00a0is engaged in all types of conventional and unconventional warfare, including suicide bombing.<\/p>\n
Strange numbers<\/strong><\/p>\n In tears, Amina recalled her son calling home using strange numbers, pleading to be rescued.<\/p>\n \u201cMum tafuta dollar mia mbili ukuje unitoe huku\u2019\u2019 (Mum, please look for $200 (Sh20,000) and come and fetch me from this place) that was the plea from her son whenever he called.In desperation, she decided to go to Somalia. She went to Eastleigh to get an air ticket to Mogadishu but she could not raise Sh9,000 required. Dejected, she went back home and got a call from a number his son frequently called on.A stranger told her on phone,\u201dMum we are going to avenge. They can not just take your son and kill him\u201d.\u201cI cried for my baby. He was so young and had a bright future. I lost him,\u201d she says.<\/p>\n In 2012, her first born son Ali disappeared. He just vanished. Amina says he was taken by unknown people. \u201cHe was taken by some radicalised people. We searched for three days, on the third day when I went to report to Westland\u2019s police station, I instinctively knew my son was not alive. My bowels loosened,\u201d she recalls. His body was later found her in a mortuary. It had a close range gunshot wound.<\/p>\n \u201cMy son was affected by his brother\u2019s death and he had become religious. As a mother, I thought it was good solace for him, I didn\u2019t know the result would lead to his death,\u2019\u2019 she says.<\/p>\n Amina says she knows the people in Majengo who took his son to Somalia and killed him. Her worry now is her remaining three children who were\u00a0traumatised by the deaths of their elder brothers. Engage Jamii Initiative, a non-governmental organisation, has stepped in to ensure such women are counselled and empowered.They also train youths and give them grants to start\u00a0businesses.Fatuma Juma, the organisation\u2019s director,\u00a0says\u00a0there are about 32 mothers who have lost to their sons to the Al Shabaab terror group.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" From a far, she looks like a strong woman. But Amina Mohammed is traumatised. She is disturbed and she goes numb time to time. She has gone through what no mother should ever endure. Hell on earth. If only she had lost her child to an ordinary death, she would have learnt how to cope […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":84,"featured_media":3456,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,3,7,8],"tags":[402,1869,1868,1067],"class_list":["post-3455","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-all-news","category-community","category-head-lines","category-homepage-english","tag-al-shabaab","tag-amina-mohammed","tag-radicalisation","tag-somalia"],"yoast_head":"\n